Lill Buddah

The Last Day
 
Hello everyone!
It´s the last day of 2012, the year of consciousness.
 
I´m at my fathers home by myself. Because I didn´t wanna leave Skellefteå without meting Jenny and her family, my cousins, my grandma and my ex for some unfinished buisness. I ended up staying longer then planned. But it´s good. I needed some time by myself, having a rehab here, with good food and many days with absolutly nothing planned. 
This year might have been the hardest year since my mom died. I´ve been struggeling with many things in my life, there have been some drama, some sickness and I guess depression. Normally I´m balanced but since alot of things around me have happend, I´ve been in kaos. Luckly I have so many nice people around me. They  have all been a support witch I´m really happy for. 
I wrote in my diary that my goals for 2012 was; Learn from a master, Create thing with my hands, Respect myself and others with NVC as a base, Read more books, Not consume more then necessary and never expact anything from anyone. Exept from the comsuming part I did good! Now I´m making goals for 2013 witch going to be super, since I´ve learned so much this year, and I think it´s almost impossible having more problems then this year. :) I will write them tomorrow!

Happy New Year!