Lill Buddah

I do not stumble into the unknown, I travel there with awareness
 
I´m in India again. This time I feel much more prepared and awaken. I travel here this time to create some business with Cicki but also to transform myself. I know I am always changing but this time it is different. I am so aware about my changes, about who I am and how I see myself. I worked many years with myself and eventhough I am not always happy with the result I kind of know that uncounsciously there is a bigger meaning with my growth.  The fear that I so offen speak about, that I have been working with for a cuple of years now, is getting less and less fearful. I confront what is unpleasant and scary, and I realize quite quickly that it was only my thought about it that made it scary. Now since I feel so strong and fearless I will go deeper to find meening with my life. I don´t know if I written here before that my life goal has been for a few years to confront my fears.
I have so far, swimmed with sharks, walked alone in the forest and let go of the fear of men. This time in India I have sung in front of people, I have spoken my truth eventhough it was unpleaseant, I have stood up for myself in situations I didn´t like and I´ve let go of my shyness in groups and social events. 
 
I still have some things left that scares me, but as I think this India travel is more about finding myself and the love for myself. I offen do what I think is best for others but not for myself. And in the end I step on myself and on what is important to me. This can no longer happen. It´s hurting me to much and it´s not good for my personal growth. I need to be able to respect myself and to say no to others and yes to myself. And get closer to my intiution My new life purpose, is to become SUPERWOMAN! 
Superwoman for myself! Taking all good part of myself and heal from the wisdom I have inside. 
I feel so blessed
I feel so strong
I feel so happy
I feel so powerful
I feel so greatful
I feel so aware
I feel so good about life, about this planet about myself and my road in life. 
 
India I Love you!!! You the land of opportunities!