I am here in my hometown Skellefteå. Sitting on the couch / bed with the blanket around me, the computer in my knee and a coffee in my hand, on the TV is Nyhetsmorgon where they talk about mindfulness (!).
These days around Christmas and New Year, many of my old friends are in town celebrating.
I thought the 25 and 26 would consist of lots of meetings with friends, but it has not happend. I have felt bad and been a little down and friends seem to be busy with other things.
Yesterday I was lying in bed from 5pm unable to move. Dad came in at eleven and wondered how I was feeling. Honestly, I said to him, I am a bit sad. Sad that my energy level is zero, sad because I did not even have energy to sitt with him in the living room yesterday and cuddle, and sad I did not spent time with friends and family as I would have liked to so far. But what can I do? After the trip and the jetlag I am weak and tired, I need to rest and take care of myself. Tears seem to help me and in a way clean me from inside. I guess I just have to be pacient, ´cause getting better takes time!
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