My friends i´ve been ill for two weeks now. It started with the normal flu and then I got it in my troat so I´ve been coughing all the time. And in the middle of my sickness me and all of the girls in the house went to a forest party in Sweden called Loveforest, it was really cool and nice there and me and Kicki tried to sell our clothes but without success. :)
I think the mistake that we did was to party at the same time as selling our clothes. Not exactly at the same time but, we really didn´t wan´t to sit there while our friends had fun. I was´nt that sick on the fest but when I came back I really fell in to some coma, haha... I could not even move. Anyway, today is the first day that i feel better so I managed to put my idea up on a website where you can apply for money. I asked for 14 000 dollar so about 80 000 swedish krona, so I can continue my project.
I think the mistake that we did was to party at the same time as selling our clothes. Not exactly at the same time but, we really didn´t wan´t to sit there while our friends had fun. I was´nt that sick on the fest but when I came back I really fell in to some coma, haha... I could not even move. Anyway, today is the first day that i feel better so I managed to put my idea up on a website where you can apply for money. I asked for 14 000 dollar so about 80 000 swedish krona, so I can continue my project.
Really hope I´m going to get some money for that and our clothes, then we can go for our europe-tour and make and sell more clothes. Hopefully a fashion photagrapher will come and visit Oslo soon so we can take some cool pictures and decide a name for us. I liked Naomis suggestion "Sarrákhá" that means Goddess in sami language.
And for my product I just have to make more drawing and call more metall artist that can help me produce it soon. I know I past my deadline I few days ago but I needed rest.
My work at H&M is still horrible and I only work 1-3 days a week. Can you even understand how poor I´m starting to feel. Haven´t had a proper work and a salary since october really. But I´m having some good vibes anyway, and I try to not think about money, I survive. I always do. But when I finally get some money I promise I will travel directly.
I have a strong longing to escape Oslo for a while soon. Go for a trip myself. Decide some important stuff in my life.
I have a strong longing to escape Oslo for a while soon. Go for a trip myself. Decide some important stuff in my life.
Do most of you have the feeling like I offen do, to hide from the world like a hermit for some time? I always have this feeling, and even more if thing around me isn´t effecting me the way I want.
Another thing I should do for myself is to meditate once a day and every start to say the thing I wanna say and do. I have so offen lately felt disconected, inharmonic, affected by other people's negativity and comments without actually standing up for myself, telling them what I want and what I can handle. It is most important know that I decide what is okey and what is not.
Another thing I should do for myself is to meditate once a day and every start to say the thing I wanna say and do. I have so offen lately felt disconected, inharmonic, affected by other people's negativity and comments without actually standing up for myself, telling them what I want and what I can handle. It is most important know that I decide what is okey and what is not.
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