Lill Buddah

Nothings permanent in life, all except for change
Yeez, I´m still in this hate and love conflict with myself. One side whants to fuck everything up and show the fucking slut that she isn´t welcome here in Oslo, and show him, that it´s over, so over that I don´t even whant to see him. 
But then again. There is love inside of me. And the love really understand.
Love understand that Love is strongest, Love is purest, and Love is forgivness. 
Most people in my surraoundings don´t understand why I so desperately wanna forgive him. I strongly belive that he is me, and I am him, I belive there isn´t any sepparation between our soul(s). Or any of our souls in the universe. And therefore I have to forgive myself for doing this to me. It´s just one way to experience being a human. 
Listen to our song today, with Stephen Marley, And I just realized how much the lyrics fits with our relationship. 


 
You give your more receive your less
I guess some things never change
Cause here I am alone again
Though I find that rather strange

I think of things we used to do
But I guess that's only me
And all the stages we've been through
But it wasn't meant to be

And I said if I could have my dreams
At least if nothing else
And mama never raised no fool
Can feel things for myself

What used to be unbreakable
Thought this bond would never break
But nothing's permanent in life
All except for change

But 
Now I know [x12]

And I said if I could have my dreams
At least if nothing else
And mama never raised no fool
Can feel things for myself

What used to be unbreakable thought
This bond would never break
But nothing's permanent in life
All except for change