Lill Buddah

I came into this world. 
I lived many lives, many stories, many words.
Life is long, it is so long. Those memories from the past, are they diffrent lives?  
Are they shadows of another dimension?
I feel I have experienced so much. Only for a short period, but so much have allready happen. 
There is of course one difference from now and the past.
I have some more knowledge. I see things differently. 
I have some experience.

I know more about myself and less about the world. 
Some fears dissapeard, and some evolved. 
The meaning of life gets bigger. 
I have stumbled on my road. I didn´t light my path. I didn´t have a map and a direction. 
Maybe I didn´t wan to see. 
Maybe I had to go true the mess, I had to los myself over and over again.
And find out new things. Found out my heart. 
Let go of things that didn´t work. See my weaknesses. 
Have a deep look. Then from there strenghten myself. 
Build the warrior. Let go of the maiden. 
I came into this world to learn for sure. Learn by experince. Learn of mistakes.
Learn from confusion and illusion and getting lost. Learn what I like and what I did not like.
Learn that things dosn´t behave in the way I want it to. 
And that most moments happen unexpected. 
Los control is for me what I am learning, What I am trusting. 
Faith and Belive has entered. They are my companions. 
I know nothing, so faith is there instead.